Blocked jor...

finally~~~~

office blocked msn
can't log in early morning
tried few times
failed...
sienzz dao...

*ding~
no msn jer..
i still can log in thru ebuddy or meebo...
kekekeke...

but i know sooner or later they will block ebuddy too...
bcoz
they also blocked facebook
ish ish ish...
no facebook cant view gor photos already
T.T

my life become very sienz, bertambah sienzzz...
-.-

i'm waitin..
later they will block all the websites i log in daily...
my blogspot, gor blog, pet blog, yahoo mail and etc...
no more entertainment...

jump jump jump~

Jack and Rose ??

wednesday...

He said miss me wanna come over for dinner...

^^ sweet~

he juz backed frm cameron...

sure i ask for flowers then...hehe...

: " where is my 'fa'...

: " err... at the back... but... "

: " y eeoo? giv me the flower now..."

: " nah... "

: ".......... "

is red roses... :)

but all 'head down'... -.-

no wonder he dun want give me la....

he no keep in water.... aiya....
half die jor...

show my mum...

she almost pengsan...

help me cut and put in small tong with water...

^^

: " why ur boy so touch wood geh? gave u this half die roses..."

: " errr... hahahaha... dunno =.= "

next day mornin...

haha... my roses alive....

so red red wor... open so big big wor....smell so good good wor... ^^

awesome... but hor only last for 2-3 days nia...

i love red rose~~~~

hmmm.... sweet and in love..... ^^ thanks dear~~

p/s: i found that i have talent in taking photo...

not bad hor my roses... hahaha... i use olympus nia~ ^^

red red >.<

last sat...
feel sumthng on my nose...
oh NO... is pimple...
just sit nicely on top of my nose...
middle summore... -.-

red red red red...
after 4days still there...
apply everything...
but nothng can do...
just wait...
and keep laughing by them -.-
got 'bou ying' 1 i tell u...
u laugh la...
i am red nose deer...now~

yesterday sit at living room...
sudd feel ithcy on my neck n leg...
scratch scratch...
damn more itchy~~
sapu tiger balm..
hot hot...
still itchy wor...

>.< whole night non stop scratching...
red red more...
3 spots on my neck...
have u ever seen itchy kari kai?
so it is not kari kai...okay~

sapu some cream...
useless...
continue scratching by my left hand...
my right hand busy stopping my left hand...
i almost gila la...
what to do...

T.T
now my right hand also join in the scratching.... -.-

i dream of...

i hate dream...
always not sweet sweet 1...

this month...
few times i awake at midnight...
awake from nightmares...
around 3++ to 4am...

my nightmare...
yesterday was about...
about what har...
let me think think...
forgot jor -.-

err...
sumthng about ghost lo...
dunno why...
i didnt watch horror movie pun...
the 怪谈... until now i dont watch...

tat day was about...
accidentss...
my colls involved in accidentss
then house on fire...
my bf house burning -.-

so real the feeling...
hmm...
esp the ghost 1...
ish ish ish...
seventh month almost end
end of this week...
hang on~

and hor...
sumthng weird happen was...
my hp... i put beside my pillow juz for me to grab it
easily when he call up...
yet when i awake at mid night
about 4am...
i saw my hp got 3 missed call!!
i didnt set silent wo...
the next day morning...
i asked him about the missed call
and sorry im too tired to answer the call....
but then he told me that i DID ANSWER the call...
-.- oh no...
did i???
no memory at all....
weird....hmmm

strange...
the sweet sweet dream please come back....

Routine...

两个人相处
就象一面隐形镜子
望着他就像看到自己

你眨眼他也眨
也可以比谁可以不眨眼最久
你大笑他也笑
还可以看到粘在牙齿的芝麻
eee..........

抱着彼此
可以感觉到那份温暖
和安全感
不管旁边还有第三者

拜六礼拜
1U..MIDVALLEY..THEＣＵＲＶＥ．．
牵着彼此的手
斗嘴时硬甩掉
甜蜜时紧握着
没事时．．．
可以挽着手臂搂着腰

早上
有＇闹钟＇准时响起
细心的一声＇早安＇
温暖了冰冷的早上
赖床的习惯严重了

中午
熟悉的铃声
＇吃饱了吗？＇
饱到．．．
有情喝水饱了

晚上
一聊就整整一个晚上
眼睡了月亮高高挂了
灯一盏一盏的熄灭了
'晚安'

迁就体谅
大方得体
我还在学习
我们的一生
都在学习吸收新的东西

最近的 '测验' 都 '肥老'
爱情没有100%的答案

每一天
都有新的测验
有时好有时坏
习惯就好对吗?
不能啊...

做回自己
想笑就笑
想哭就哭

*做我的对手,牵我的手一起走*

Decided

ya...finally,
make up my mind...
not goin,
anywhere.

window media player
playin our song
the chinese song
which my tearsdrop everytime i hear it

been 'busy' whole day
to look for programs
to fit in my holidays
saturday sunday monday

KL frens workin on monday
gor got datessss on sat n sun
boy back hometown 3 days
took out my hp n search the contacts...
scroll down 1 by 1
no
no
no
no
no.....
cant find anyone

end up sms him
" can i go with u? "
" we go by bus after work, okay? "
the answer is favourable
happy
somemore pray hard hard
wish could get bus tickets last min

reached home
" can't go lar, last week only went there.. stay home jaga rumah..."
sien jor lo....
sms him
no need buy the tickets jor

" i'm at the shop...how? wanna go or not? "
" u say ler? shud i go? mum said jaga rumah...."
" then u sien lo...."
" what to do...nvm la, u back tonight with ur bro la...."
" okay... call u tonight"

ended the call...
my heart dropped hard hard on the floor
my tears rolling
is sadness conquering me

open laptop
facebook-ing
thinking...
gor voice appear....
" u tabao la..."
" no future geh la u "
" have to independent la... "

independent
okay...
sat sun mon
stay home
swept the floor
mop the floor
iron all clothes
wash the dishes
clean my room

most of the time
i think i will day-dreaming
lay on bed
doin nothing
play songs non-stop loud loud
sleeeeeeeeep

-DECIDED-

patapon-ing

da ~ da ~ da ~
pata pata pata pon~~~~~
pon pon pata pon ~~~
pata pata pata pon
da ~ da ~ da ~
pon pon pata pon ~~~

yesterday night my gor msn : [patapon-ing]
asked my pet what is that???
he said he dunno >.<
gor ignore me.....
no answer......

this morning...
gor teach me this....-.-
pon pon pata pon ~~~
attack >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
da ~ da ~ da ~
pata pata pata pon ~
move move move >>>>>>>>>
da ~ da ~ da ~
kacha kacha pata pon ~~~
defence!!!!

non-stop pon pon pata pon ~~~~~~
pata pata pata pon >>>>>>

but gor ar...
first i dun have psp lo...
second i dun have music sense lo...
third i dun want ppl say me mou liu....>.<
hahaha....

but i like pon pata pon pata~~~
runnnnnn.......

well, pata pon too much...
sot jor...
now listen to [forever love]...
cool down abit....
hmmmm....
sweet song ^^

哭了

听。。海哭的声音。。。

想要去海边
听听那声音

刚刚又哭了
宝贝又哭了

他不知所措
她无能为力

是想念的声音
是不舍的依恋

对着话筒无语
眼泪默默的流

想见又不想见
乱了
哭了

答应他
从此不哭了

这一天
我又忘记了

Lov3

*****

dear ar......



*****

事实再次证明我又错了。。。 笨

笨到。。。

怎么了
想怎样。。。

放大她的优点
缩小她的缺点
事情是不是就变漂亮多了呢。。。

好小事吧了。。。
放下吧。。。
忘记。。。

太阳依旧爬上来
地球依然在转
生活一样要过。。。

看图说故事

开始咯.....

明白吗?